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[07 Feb 2005|09:27am] |
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Leo Horoscope:: It's all good -- and go ahead and stress the “all” There's just no way you can escape being romantically involved now. You think you’re in love and you hate it, but yet do not regret it. But who loves being in love more than you? Just tread lightly on the toes of all interested parties. Don’t focus upon one heart.
Valentines Day should be fun this year ::says sarcastically:: You know what I regret? If there was one thing I could take back, out of all the mistakes I’ve made, I would have never said “I love you” to those who said it first. Once you know what the it reallly means, it's enough to scare the shyt out of you
Today's "quote"
"The greatest thing you ever learn,
Is to love and be loved in return"
-Moulin Rouge-
^^I think that's it^^
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| I Couldn't Do It Even If I Tried.... |
[01 Feb 2005|09:18am] |
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+ Today we have pep ralley and I’m not sure if I’m supposed to leave before or after 6th period. Then I have tutoring after school and then practice tonight….
That’s pretty much it for now, because I don’t feel that good.
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| Footprints Will Only Fade Away If they Were Made From Shoes- |
[27 Jan 2005|09:05am] |
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I ripped a whole in my fuckin shirt.......
+ Okay I have a big entry, big big entry. Tutoring pays off! I just got a couple Chemistry quizes back and I passed all of them with A's. Mr. Eberhardt was like, "that's the highest grade you evr got in this class"....lol
+ Monday we had no school because of the snow and sadly we had school on Tuesday. I went to the mall with Amanda, Felicia, Jaci, Ashley, and Bobby. It was okay......I really wanted to get some more pants but everytime I found a pair they weren't marked down. every other pair of jeans in that damn store was on sale, but nooooooo not my jeans.
+ Tuesday I woke up in a really good mood. I think it was because I was tired. I went to bed at like 3:30 in the morning because I wa talking to Ryan all night. But then again, talking to him always puts me in a good mood. ((Even when I don't want it to)) Around 2nd period my head started to hurt and I felt a lil light headed. I went down to the nurse and right away she says "call home" I was like, "what the hell do we need the nurse for, I can send myself home" So my mom came and picked me up and then she took me to get my haircut, which it looks reall good by the way. Then I went to practice at 6:00 to perform the rifles pep ralley routine. My parents didn't even sit next to each other..... I mean they came in the same car....but they sit three rows apart from each other?!?!
+ Today I ripped a whol in my sweater. I was wallking into the school when it got caught on a door!! It's now third period and I want this day to be over so I can see these three people tonight. These three people who I hate wanting to see..... lol Tonight is flirting night.... ((Me and my friend are gunna have like a "contest" to see who can flirt with this kid the most....should be fun))
+ Winter Formal is in 2 days and I am so nervous. One, because Heather is better at dancing than me and I really don't wanna embarass her nor leave her by herself. And two, I'm gunna do something that night to someone that I may regret. ((It's nothing bad, it's just something that I've been wanting to do for so long)) After crew on Friday I have to get ready at someones house because my dad is going to a business meeting, and my mom is baby-sitting for my sister. Then I have to find a way to get to Heather's house at 5 for pictures. >>>>> Busy Day <<<<<
+ This Tuesday the squad is performing the pep ralley infront of the school. And then I go after school to get my braces off.
Supposely, my friend is going on this trip now but I can't go now anyway because last night my parents said to me "If we can't trust you to be responsible here in Jesrey, why would you be in Ohio"
Personal Note;
I didn't want to use names in this personal note because then everyone would no who they are.....therefore I'm gunna code name them "Promepheus and Bob"
= Promepheus and Bob have been really depressed, if not, confused lately. Promepheus likes another martian and Bob likes another caveman. Unfortunately for them, the caveman and martian don't want to live on Earth.
YOU KNOW WHAT SCREW THIS,I'M CONFUSING MYSELF!
--All I want to say is-->
"Don't chase after somethign taht you'll never catch"
"It's hopeless, therefore let hope come to you"
Countdown:
2days- Winter Formal
4days- Braces come off
5days- Cayti's cast comes off
9days- Warn's birthday
16days- Valentines Day...which sux ass
1 month and 10days- Rose's birthday
155days- Caitlyn's birthday
218days- Robin's birthday
220days- Shelby's birthday
237days- Camila's birthday
`laterr
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| Can I press, I mean, dance against you? |
[21 Jan 2005|09:04am] |
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Yes.... It's Friday!
Good News;
+ The captain of our Rifles is gay! I asked him yesterday, and it's weird because I had no hesitation doing it. He's really cute though and he was laughing after I told him how many gay people are on squads......Ok well only 3
But the straight population is decreasing every month! I am so happy for Bobby because now he's happy, and I think he has a chance with guy. Go for it dude, move in and hit it hard...lol
+ Today is Friday and I am so happy the marking period is over. Monday would be a new start for everything ((if we don't have a snow day)). Tonight I have crew and I can't wait. Think about the fun we have ::in school at night:: My parents are going away this weekend so I'm hoping I can get a friend to sleep over or something, because I hate staying there by myself.
= And I'm so mad at myself because I think I like someone that my friend likes and it's pissing me off! I can't think like this, it's being a real back stabber. What do I do?
+ Does anyone like my new layout? I did it two nights ago when I was listening to >>the best<< sex song ever. Oh man! Last night at Karaoke night I wanted to dance so bad. I need to learn how to dance like Bobby and Robyn -Desperately->
Like-desperately->before I go to Winter Formal.
On a personal note;
+ Everyone said to me that I changed alot this week. Does anyone else think that my personality changed? Is the change good or bad?
Quote for the day;
Me: "Have you ever been next to a person, and wanted to JUMP on top of them so badly"
Chris: "No"
Me: "Why not, what the hell is wrong with you"
Chris: "I'm 27 years old and can't jump anymore"
^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^
lol a convo I had with my brother. I thought is was funny.
`aiight laterr
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| Don't Pay Any Attention To The Screams! |
[19 Jan 2005|10:04pm] |
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this is gunna be a long entry....just try to read it to the end....
+ i changed everything! it's so weird i went on this "out with the old-in with the new" kick. it took me 4 hrs to change my room around and get rid of all those old clothes that didn't fit me nemore. then i changed my screen name again to "BottledAnimation" i kinda stole the bottle part from my friend though.
Aiight well, that's all for now.....
`laterr
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